Nothing Really.....

My friend's boyfriend broke up with her....coward.

My Dad is again in the hospital.......sad.

The kids are in bed.....quiet.

This is the first time I have had a moment to myself, to just sit, to just think.

I don't know how to process everything all at once. I'm not very good at it.

When I hear of other people's pain, it stops me, and I want to help, but the only help I give is just by hurting for them.

I hurt for my friend, she's so beautiful and vibrant, I don't know what else to say to her.

I hurt for my Dad. He's been so deathly ill since August, he still functions, but what life is that to live for him.

My Mom comes home at night and leaves him at the hospital, and it just breaks my heart. I know that they're okay with it, but for some reason, I'm not.

I picture him there suffering, alone. Shouldn't someone be there with him?

I picture her suffering alone, shouldn't someone be there with her?

How do I split myself, amongst my hurting ones and my family?

Sometimes the hurt that we experience is just too much.

Not one tear falls without Him knowing it. Okay, you guys? Do you realize that?

I need someone to tell me that too, okay?

A dozen sparrows can be bought for just a few cents, the Lord knows even the number of hairs on our heads. If He cares about simple sparrows, just think of how much more we ourselves are worth to him.

He comforts. He comforts. His word is all true. He is everything.

~B