Discontent

AARRGGHH!

I don't want to be a responsible person today.

I just want to be by myself, I don't want to answer any questions.

I don't want to talk to anyone.

I don't want to solve anyone's problems.

I just want to sit and be alone.

I want to contemplate life and listen to the wind.

I want to go on a walk and not carry any burdens!

Everything I have and need is right here, but right now

it's not what I want.

I just want aloneness

and

quietness

and

stillness.

I don't want to help anyone.

I don't want to get anything for anyone.

I know it's just a moment in time.

Tomorrow I will be lonely and wondering

why I was feeling this way, wishing that I was surrounded

by people.

But not today.

~B