Blowing Off Some Steam

Ack! I'm mad at my husband.

We had a LARGE miscommunication on Saturday night, hurt so much I thought that my eyeballs would protrude out of my skull and fall out, slept, fought, went to church, potluck, and home, then we were quiet all day, when we finally did talk, we fought, my eyeballs did that funky thing again and then we fell alseep.

Now this morning, feeling safe for some strange reason, I approached him and then got hurt again and we fought once again.

When he left for work, we tried to make it as "pleasant" as possible. But now, hours later, I haven't called him at all, but he has called me (which is the opposite of the usual). But when I talk to him, I just want to get angry with him, I don't want to hear him being positive (I KNOW this is a GOOD thing...). I don't want to hear him having a good day. I want to have company in my misery. Grrrrrrrrrr!!!!

He's always been positive in situations like this, which is, like I said, a good thing, BUT when does he feel pain about our arguments? Does he just go to work and press pause? Does he just do his work without thinking about what had just been happening for the past few days? What's up with that? Why does he just turn on the "joy" and I just sit here and fume.

It's amazing how different we are in these areas.

To top it all off, it ticks me off because he has to work until about 1 or 2 in the morning, so there won't be "any time" for him to talk it through with me, so this will just be "brewing" until we are able to connect again.

Well, at least this fight is big enough to make me upset with someone other than my sibling.

See, now THAT'S positive! ; - )

~B